My Angel Friend My Best Brother Friend

My Angel Friend My Brother Friend

How can I say my friend, you are the brother that my parents did not get me,

Think big, let it pass, think of yourself and many more words you always gave comfortable advice, even if one would not always do what you said, but you always have that listening ear it was a comfort for all who knew you I'm sure.

I always knew if I worry I can tell you to help me, I always knew I can depend on you any time anywhere, what can I say I already feel the loss and missing you, you always said I was good ,great you always praised me, but it is you who was great in silence, you were for all of us always there, you were the rock one can lean on in bad times or insecure time, with every one of my sons you had to be there when I gave birth to them before they go home from hospital you had to come to give me the that ok, yet you made me feel I was the doctor not you.

DR. FAROUK WASFI

My friend my brother my angel brother friend, what can I say you were the pure the real friend the silent close person in my life, and our life.

a life time real friend pure friend a friend and a brother that doesn't exists in our life time ,the one I depend it on and was always there if needed anytime day or night, when things were wrong bad terrible for me you were always there to comfort me, in good times also in silence you were there,

you always call me, you never miss remembering to call me, I never had the time to call as you always made sure to call check if I needed anything and if all ok that simple you were , you gave always importance to my calls if I needed anything and listening to me anytime,

you called me as if to tell me good bye take care be careful, be strong you have always been strong even that you knew I am not strong anymore, as usual I would tell you my worries as I am sure you would comfort me , yet I heard also your worries and I told you that Arabic saying ' the door of the carpenter is broken', and also I came to complain I found you need comfort yourself '.

you always told me 'Madame Di' let it pass you cannot do anything things you cannot have the perfect World ,and your worry for the children they will do what they want still nothing in our hands but pray for their safety, I felt worried for you as not long ago you were in hospital and not well, but you comforted me saying that you feel now much much better and everything is under control and you are ok now doing what is asked from you to keep healthy.

Today I tried to call you then sent you 2 messages on your mobile as it was closed, I felt scared and hate it as it was Friday and you know how I hate Fridays, it’s when my grandma left and dad. I told my son and mum I hate Fridays I was worried when I knew you were in hospital, I knew you would get my 2 messages as your phone was closed and you would call me immediately ,I wanted to hear you say you are ok, you told me the last time you are walking strictly and now you feel better and under control you said, so why the sudden departure why you could not have control, I know what you would say now to me Madame Di this is life you have to accept it no one last, with this cool tone of realistic tone voice, yet I would tell you I cannot accept it ...

you knew that I wanted to live in a perfect clean life with no lies and errors hate injustice and for sure No Death of those I care and love but I know that is the only impossible fact.